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Date:2004-03-23 18:28
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Started new journal   _heartwhore     this one is going to be deleted.... I hate this journal.

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Date:2004-03-23 07:59
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I made a list of things that were wrong with me... its funny, I think I'll post it later.

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Date:2004-03-19 08:24
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I have finally found a messanger bag..... YAY. So many cows died for me.


I am sad that I dont get to see Karen O. I want to go. I am glad i dont have to deal with all the girls that dress like her and try to be her... this would bother me if I went. I always have pictures!!!!

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Date:2004-03-16 12:00
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Nothing ever happens... I want to write about exciting events and places I go to and do. I does my life have to be so dull.

My bladder infection is back. I really dont think it is a bladder infection any more... there is something worng with me this time... my doctor is shit, I wan to piss on him.

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Date:2004-03-15 13:49
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I've been sitting at the computer for ten minutes now trying to think of something to say... I have given up. Someone give me something to write about. Oh seattle... and um... I did enjoy me weekend though...

I am now talking to Nikki again.. since she has finally decided that she should return my call. I am resorting back to her since I dont have any friends to hang out with and my life is a complete bore... I dont like to blame myself for this, people should entertain me. Plus she does have drug and more now that she has a job. Its sad that she has her life more together than me. That is really depressing.

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Date:2004-03-15 12:09
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GGGGGGGGGGGGRrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I'm fucking bored.

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Date:2004-03-11 16:33
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Mood: anxious

My hair is sick.. nasty, I hate it, it's horrible... I need new hair. What should I do with it... I am not capable of doin this on my own.... Help.

Maybe it's because I want to knife everyone with black hair.

I look as though I have been beaten. It's rather hott... I'm just really full of myself today. I should go buy eyeshadow no... I'm sick of black...

I am also horny right now and it's making me grumpy and bitter.

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Date:2004-03-11 09:28
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Mood: horny

I guess I look hott when I have a hours sleep... and smell of beer and sweat... HOTT! Thats sexy. I was also told that I look normal today.

I hate finals.. big test in art. This shall be so hard! I get out at 12:45, and it's beautiful out!

I had fun yesterday... despite the bad. I love being with him. Even if we dont talk or do anything and just sit there, I love it. He is so wonderful to be around. Youre hott... together we are the hottest things around... shake that ass boy.

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Date:2004-03-10 12:10
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I am lazy.. going to fail. Not art though! And i'm turning photography and silkscreening stuff late. I know I'm going to fail english and history... I dont want to make a fucking newsletter, its stupid. Someone want to do it for me!!! And I have a book report to do on a stupid fucking book. Oh and a story board...

The sun is making me overly happy. It's beautiful. I look like a summery gothic.. well this is what I was told.

I have one friend That I talk to at school and I will no longer have a class with him any more... I am sad. I should be a mute.


SUN!

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Date:2004-03-06 12:52
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I'm excited I have paint, I just dont have anything to paint on... I want to paint all over you, you could be my wonderful masterpiece... but you allready are. I want to hang you on my wall, cut your head off and keep it with me for I could take it out and admire you. I had a dream about this.

I have no money, this is sad. i dont know what to do for him on his birthday.

Jarrod we are going on a picnic, a fancy one. I dont care if it's rainy or not we will go tomorrow. we could always have it in your room.

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Date:2004-03-05 12:07
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My hair wont get big... I tried all morning but nope, it's flat and lifeless and just sad. I seem to be cooler with small hair.

If no one noticed, it's raining, and it's Friday. I want something to do this weekend. I know I do things every weekend it's just, It's different when you have friends. I know I have friends, but it's not the same. I havent been girly and gossipy in a long time, these are the things I want and miss about having friends.

I have one goal... STOP COMPLAINING.

I need ideas for art projects, paintings.

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Date:2004-03-04 08:00
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So I am going to fail.. and all my classes are lame next tri. I hate school.

I will never have friends. This is depressing. Really what is wrong with me?

I hate it when tv makes me cry.

I hate this post.

I am about to knife my mother again. I hate her too. I should live in a tent outside. I just need to leave.

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Date:2004-03-02 13:41
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Oh no! The Japanese girl got dumped... and she came crying to me about it. I felt so bad for her... I cried, she cried, it was lovely, in the saddest way.

I'm excited for The OC tomorrow, I cant wait... they should have one each and every night. This would make me happy.

I have realized that I am a complete idiot. This is really being said for no reason.

I tried to pick classes that I want to take and they all fucking suck so I think I wont do it... fucking lame. I hate school.

I'm going to rip out my ovaries.

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Date:2004-03-01 07:52
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I am horiible, I know this. Bah. Stupid me. At least it's all over.

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Date:2004-02-27 10:11
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So more computer for me! This is exciting.

I also received mass amounts of email.. which made me very happy. I also received another email form Desiree... she really shouldnt read my journal. I wish she would understand...

My ears are starting to get bigger by them self.. its sick. I still need to take shower, and get hair cute... I hate my hair, I need ideas for something different. HELP!

Oh.. and I got in another fight... this time real. This kid was gay bashing and I hate this kid... so I slapped him, yes yes, big fight... put I was tough... so fucking tough. Only if I had my knife!

This has been an exciting day!!! People should keep the mail coming.

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Date:2004-02-26 17:45
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I can't get away from the computer, so I'm sitting in the library being bored. It smells, come here everyday, I have no life. So here I go again and complain... I'm starting new journal, said this before but this time I actually did it. There will be no complaining in this one... I will make myself have a life.

My dad has started asking me for money. Fucking ass, I hate him, I really cant stand another day in my house. I want to leave, I dont want to stay another night in that place. Anyone want to offer me a home for the weekend, I would heart them forever. My last resort is Nikki. I am NOT staying home this weekend, I WILL find some place.

I need a shower and food, my diet is now over. I like my weight, and I will make myself be happy with it. Actually I'm totally in love with myself.

My damn email wont work... I am mad.

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Date:2004-02-26 12:15
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I want phone calls and emails to make my day... I hardly get any and it is sad.

I am a stupid girl.

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Date:2004-02-26 08:31
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Last night I got drunk and watch The OC by myself... This resulted in cry my eyes out and yelling at the tv... Really this is the best show, and I cant not watch it. Also Lizzy M.... I love Hillary Duff. I am starting to get weird obsessions and I really hate it.

I am bored and NEED to talk. I enjoy rambling on about nothing.

I still dont know what to do about Desiree. We talk on the phone. I feel like she has a plan.. That something is going to go very wrong... ahh, now my head hurts. Also.. I think she will be whore around me... That she will just tell me lies about how much she likes me and such... This I wouldnt be able to take. I am very happy now and I dont want to be depressed about her again. I was stupid. And I feel like she is trying to get me to meet other guys... or swoon over other people... again I am happy. I really just cant help hating her... She told everyone i was a horrible person.. she lied to people for they would dislike me... she just fucking lied about everything and I am a horrible person for meeting someone... NO. I think that I'm am talking to her again is because i want girls to socialize with... I miss that. I miss having a girl care about me. This may sound silly but it's true.

I look like a whore today... Kinda. I want it to be summer... mainly I just want a picnic.

Oh.. and Keeley it doesnt work when you dont come to school.. damn you. I was so ready...

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Date:2004-02-25 11:58
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So I got in a fight with a hick about gay marriage...

I finally talk to Desiree... There really is nothing to say about it.

It's raining and making me depressed.

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Date:2004-02-24 11:57
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I just finished my report in english... And I must say it went very well, also, mine happened to be the best... Its true. People loved my report and I wasnt even that nervous. This is an exciting day and I'm longing to have a picnic.

And I'm extra tough today because I'm sportin' my knife... Thats right I wear it... see I told you.

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